Wednesday, 18 November 2015

Arashi FanFic : Redundant 12


            Aiba felt the weight on Ohno’s body seems to be slightly heavier even though he knew that Ohno was melting down. Aiba furrowed his eyebrow as he wondered what was actually going on, but he doesn’t want to let his mind drifted to somewhere else as he was in a battle with a man that thought that he could earn everything in the world. Ohno was grumbling harder when he felt Aiba was strangling him harder, “Argh! Is that the best you can do?!” Ohno asked Aiba in an agonized tone. Ohno was infuriated with another man was trying to take his life away when it was supposed to be him that was killing everybody.
            He sealed his eyes shut when he remembers one time ago, somebody did mention to him regarding on somebody that would have a strong energy to absorb both of the heat that was heating up and the water from the ice that was melting down. He gritted his teeth against each other as his only intention was only to take somebody that was precious to another person that he had held a strong revenge against, not to make another one of their kind, but he knew the steam were much stronger since he held both power in his hand.
            “Are you thinking of taking my life away?!” he asked Aiba exasperatedly. Ohno tries to move away but he knew that Aiba was much stronger than he expected him to be. Aiba furrowed his eyebrow as he was gripping his hand that was holding Ohno up from the ground he was standing on; he gripped his harder than it was before. Aiba looked at Ohno in full of vengeance suddenly, “No! There is no way I’m breaking you free!” he said to Ohno furiously. Ohno reached his hand out and tries to pulled Aiba’s hand away from his throat but the steam that Aiba was giving to him was worse than he expected.
            “No!” Ohno groaned as he was struggling so hard to break free. He felt the steam that was boiling up within himself and the heat from it that was melting him away was getting worse than before. Ohno sealed his eyes shut as he couldn’t bear the pain anymore! “Argh!!!” Ohno screamed with all his heart, as he wasn’t sure how long he could last with all of the pain that he felt in himself anymore… Aiba looked at how Ohno was thrash about his life was getting worse than it was before, but unexpectedly, Ohno felt another heat that came from right behind his back as it was melting him down furiously.
            Ohno opened his eyes once again when he turned around to see if there was any other presence that he didn’t notice coming his way and how he was at his shock when he thought that he already took his life away. Ohno’s jaw dropped down open, “You,,,!” he said, but his voice was melted away from the heat that Aiba was giving to him. Aiba was confused for sometime when he look at Ohno that couldn’t control himself anymore. He wondered why the weight of Ohno has gained in a vivid time. Aiba wanted to ask why, but he wasn’t sure if that was the question he should be bothered about. He felt a strong wind came from the other side from where he was standing and he couldn’t really see anything else anymore right behind Ohno’s back, He could only hear Ohno was pleasding for help for him to be released, Aiba felt slightly in his heart pity, but it seems like even this man doesn’t have any pity to whoever that he was trying to do all of this.
            Aiba shakes his head from side to side, “No way. There are no chance of you going to be breaking free,,,” he said to Ohno. Ohno sealed his eyes shut when he felt the pain that was overpowering his life was taking control of his false life. Aiba looked at how the water continue to dripped down on from Ohno’s body but he felt like it wasn’t his only doing… Aiba furrowed his eyebrow, ‘Could it be just me?’ he wondered in his heart when suddenly, the heat that he felt that was coming from Ohno was increasing.
            “Argh!!!” Ohno screamed so hard as he couldn’t bear it anymore. Aiba gripped his fist tighter as he was strangling on Ohno’s throat, but without him noticing anything else, he saw a shadow that appeared right behind Ohno’s back. Aiba tries to look at who it was and how he was surprised to see him standing up once again. Aiba’s jaw dropped down.
            “There won’t be a second chance…”  Aiba heard someone said behind Ohno’s back as he felt the force that was fighting against Ohno was getting stronger. Aiba raised his eyebrow when he felt the water that was dripping down from Ohno’s body was continuously at that time. ‘What is happening?’ he wondered in his heart when he looked to the side, as he was still holding Ohno in his hand and gripping his throat thighter than he did earlier. And finally after a hard time trying to guess, he saw whoever it was that was heating up Ohno from behind his back. Aiba looked at that man smiled to him.
            “Hello, friend,” the shadow said to Aiba without him expecting anything. Aiba felt his heart race at that time when all he could do was just smile, “Hello, friend!” he said to the shadow that just greeted him with a radiant smile curved across his lips. The shadow returned his smile gracefully. He never thought that Aiba has become whoever he already is right then, and he knew that Aiba was a lucky person in need to have all of it in just one hand, but even though he was too delighted over certain things, he could felt that Ono that was holding in his hand was trying too hard to push himself away. “Just let me go!” Ohno screamed infuriately.
            Aiba began to be losing his control over gripping Ohno’s in his hand as it seems like Ohno was trying to regain his strength back from them. The shadow looked at Aiba that seems to be trembling apart at that time. “Argh!” Aiba screamed so hard as at the end, Aiba did fell down on the ground behind him with the strong force that Ohno have left in himself. Ohno thought that he was able to go away from there, but before he could even move away, the shadow manage to grabbed on Ohno’s shoulder from behind his back and made him turned around to face him.
            “I guess this would be the last goodbye, Ohno Satoshi,” he said to Ohno furiously, when Ohno that felt annoyed with what was going on in between them, he spit directly on the shadows face, full of disgrace, “If this is our last goodbye, why not make it the end of me and you…” he said to him sharply. Aiba turned his gaze to his side when he looked at that man was sweating continuously and Ohno was melting at the same time. The shadow wiped away the saliva that Ohno had spit on his face and wiped it away on Ohno’s t-shirt in return, “No, Ohno. It is only going to be you,” he said to Ohno statically. Ohno furrowed his eyebrow when he couldn’t believe with what he just heard from the man that was standing in front of him. How he looked at Ohno full of mischief, and with his relanted heart, he wasn’t sure if it was the right thing to do. But with all of the greed and needs that has been building up in his man’s cold heart, he doesn’t want this redundant thing to kept on continuing in the future time. He doesn’t want anymore another life of an unknown somebody be an end just because of what he needs.
            He gripped on Ohno’s throat as at the same time, he looked at Aiba’s direction sharply. He looked at Aiba and think on his own, ‘You are still a careless child, Aiba Masaki,’ when he looked at Aiba was trying to stand up from him had fallen down earlier. He snorted a short laughter and he knew that it would take Aiba sometime to adapt with the power that he has at that time, and he was certain that Aiba won’t be a man that he didn’t expect him to be. He inhaled a deep breath, before he decided to do what he wanted to be doing. He releases the force that was hidden in his heart for too long to end Ohno’s life. He kenw that it won’t be a chance if he didn’t die too with him. He inhaled a deep breath as he sealed his eyes shut, ‘I know you can do this on your own, Aiba…’ he said in his heart, but suddenly he felt the force was getting stronger than it was before.
            He sealed his eyes shut as he doesn’t want anything else to harm them. Those people that he called his friends.

**

            At the Prime Mall, the performance were getting wilder as the sound of the music that was playing was taking over the whole night. Some of the crowd were screaming but, it seems like too some part of people wanted to go away. They weren’t happy by not able to see whoever that they were hoping for that night. Some people began to scream full of joyment, but some were cursing for an unsatisfied heart. At the back stage, Miyoko sealed her eyes shut and how she was hoping that everything would be alright that night.
            She inhaled a deep breath as the thought of what will happen next to her and her company didn’t come across her mind anymore. She gripped her fist tigher, “I know you can do this, Sakurai!” she said in silent. She knew that it was her to become one of the reason that she and Sakurai can’t be together anymore. She doesn’t want anyone else to regained the same thing that has happened in between the two of them anymore. She felt the tears that was hidden behind her eyes began to fall down when she remembers that Ninomiya, in silent, he have a son age only three that he had been taking care of alone since the lost of the woman he had ever loved.
            It wasn’t supposed for her to know all of this, but how it has given her a bright smile when she knocks on the door and it was only a little boy come and opened the door up. She remembers that she greeted that boy and he only gave her a smile in return. “Kaede…” she said his name as she wiped away the tears that was falling from her eyes. “She recalled back the bond that the two of them had and she was hoping that he won’t lose his father that love him more than a precious diamond that he had in his hand.  She remembered how happy the little boy was when he called Ninomiya papa as he returned home from work the night she met them.She had promised him not to tell anyone about this, but she knew that Ninomiya was the happiest man on earth to have Kaede in his life.
            And with Aiba, a man who has his private life alone, he doesn’t want to share anything else that he has apart from only him knowing everything that has happened in his life, she knew that she knows nothing about that man, but he certainly have a pure heart… Miyoko inha;ed a deep breath, “I certainly hope that there won’t be anything going to happen with all of you,” she said as the sound of the infuriated crowd began to take over the stadium.
            She stood up and walked to the hall and notice that some had already given up and left the building, some still were cursing as they weren’t happy, but Miyoko doesn’t want to care about anything anymore… She only hope that everything that night would be alright… She gritted her teeth against each other as she felt her heart began to pound, harder than it was before.
            “I know you can do this, Sakurai…”  she said in her heart, believing what is untrue to become true…

**

            How he felt his heart was palpitating harder as time has passed with him draining the life of Ohno Satoshi that was regaining his wit to fight against him on his own, “|There won’t be anymore end of my life! I promise you that!” Ohno said to him furiously. He opened his eye s instantly when he heard Ohno said that to him and he furrowed his eyebrow in disbelieve, “No way, Ohno. There won’t be any more chance! And I don’t care if I have to give my life to take away yours!” he said to Ohno full of fury burning in his heart. He felt the cold wind of night were blowing against his body and he sealed his eyes shut as he was forging his force to fight against Ohno that believe he was the only strongest one. “Argh!!” he screamed so hard as he felt his heart wittered in silent. How he felt his heart has torn apart, and he doesn’t know how much longer he was last standing there on his own, but suddenly, after sometime of him restraining his guts to fight against Ohno, he opened his eyes once again.
            He turned his gaze towards what was in front of him, and looked straight ahead of him and he could only see a smile on another person’s face. At that time, how he felt his wittered heart began to cure slightly as Ohno wasn’t at his attention anymore. Whoever it was furrowed his eyebrow and looked at him handling everything on his own, “Don’t tell me you want to do all of this on your own, Sakurai!” Aiba said to him with a vicious smile. Sakurai had a small laugh and smirked lightly when he knew that Aiba wouldn’t bail his friend when he ever need some help. “You,” he said to Aiba when suddenly he heard footsteps were approaching closer towards his direction as well. He turned his gaze right behind Aiba’s back and smiled endlessly when he noticed Ninomiya and Matsumoto were approaching closer to them.
            “Hey, I don’t want to miss the fun that is going on!” Sakurai heard the sound of Ninomiya approaching closer to him. Ninomya smiled to Sakurai and he lightly passed on his shoulder and Matsumoto furrowed his eyebrow, “I don’t think so I should be out from the picture. This man had kept me as his prisoner for a very long time, and I wish to end it all tonight,” Matsumoto said statically. Sakurai looked at the three of them that was standing in front of him, right behind Ohno that was struggling for his life to be set free, The four of them could hear Ohno was grumbling hard, “Just let me go!” he screamed but somehow, at that time, Sakurai’s force had become stronger with his friends were standing right by his side. They could feel that Ohno was struggling to break free from Sakura’s grip, Aiba smiled slyly to Sakurai, “I know I am not in any part of this, but I guess this man just give me nightmare for me to see what will happen tonight…” he said as he sighed in disbelieve.
            Sakurai looked at Aiba who was smiling gracefully aat his direction. Even though Aiba wasn’t supposed to know any of this at all, but he had a preminitnion that it could happen. He guesses the trial of Ohno trying to take his life away had turned into something else. Perhaps because of his courage and will to move on with his life, and him not being afraid with what was about to happen in the future time had changed what has already written in their book of life. He believed at first that the night could be the end of time for everybody that he could care for, but at that moment, believe that his rpemination was wrong.
            “So, what are we waiting for?” Aiba asked his friends with a smile across his face. Ninomiya nodded to Matsumoto who was standing right in front of his face, and Matsumoto turned his gaze towards both of his side and see Aiba had reached his hand out for Ohno and pushed directly behind his back furiously. Ninomiya grabbed on the right side of Ohno’s shoulder and Matsumoto did the same thing on the right side of his shoulder. Ohno looked at the four of them as he felt his heart was pounding harder than it was before.
            “What are you guys doing?!” he asked as he was strill trying to break free from them. Ohno looked at them anxiously. He felt his heart and himself was tearing apart at that time and he doesn’t know what he should be doing anymore. “No!!” Ohno screamed as he felt himself was melting down as their force regained with each other’s touch on his cold body, Ohno knows that he was melting down… “Argh! Stop all of this!!” he said as he was crying harder but none of them seems to care about him anymore.
            At that time, the only thing they ever wanted was to end Ohno’s life away, as his nightmare and terror wouldn’t be disturbing on anyone’s mind anymore. Sakurai smiled to three of his friends at that time and nodded his head, “Let’s do this!” he said to them. All of them nodded their head as they agree with what Sakurai had said to them, “Let’s do this!” Ninomiya said, and Aiba smirked viciously towards them, “Let him feel the pain that he only know how to give away to people tonight!” Aiba said.
            Matsumoto looked at them and chuckled at the same time, “I guess this is his first time facing all of this!” he said as at that time, all of their forced tangled Ohno alive right in the middle.Ohno felt his heart was trembling apart at that time as he felt his whole body began to triggers badly.
            “What is happening to me?!” Ohno screamed so hard, as at that time he couldn’t see anything else anymore. How Ohno felt his heart was pounding so hard at that time, as he couldn’t hold himself together anymore. All the nightmares that he had given to those people right by his side have fallen on him. He doesn’t want to end his life yet at that time, but somehow, how he felt his heart was bursting out at that time.
            Ohno sealed his eyes shut, “Argh!! Don’t take my life away!!” he screamed so hard on the cold quiet night…

**

            The time was already eleven fifty five at night and all the guest artist has ended their performance that night. Some people left with a smiling face but some are still waiting for the only star to come out, but sadly he wasn’t even there yet. Miyoko doesn’t know what she should be doing anymore at that time. How she felt devastated for that night didn’t actually work out as it was planned before, but at that time, does all of it matter anymore?  How her heart has been torn apart as her mind kept on dueling with each other as she kept on wondering what has happened to them. Did he manage to save all of their life… or did he…
            Miyoko felt the tears that were hidden behind his eye began to fall down instantly. “No…” she said in silent. Her heart was crying as hard as she couldn’t accept it if it happened. she knew that her heart has been broken once before since she had lost him once, could she even ebar with it if she would lost him again? “No… Please don’t go away from me…” she cries silently. At that time, nothing else matters in her mind anymore, as she felt her cold heart began to wittered apart; she wasn’t sure if she even want to continue her life anymore if she would lost him once again. No… not just him, everybody that has been her good friend in her life… She had lost that she really loved before and she doesn’t want to feel the tense of loosing anyone else anymore.
            She sniffed in silent as the thought of Sakurai’s smile began to shatter away from her mind… She wanted him to always be there even though she can’t prolong their relationship with each other, but she want him there. How she felt herself was trembling apart as the cold night was freezing his heart…
            Suddenly, after the sound of the whole crowd wanted to left the stadium went quiet, she heard footsteps were walking closer towards her direction, and she was certain that was Mr. Hiroshima that wanted to sue Ninomiya’s company. She inhaled a deep breath as that time, she was only left there on her own… ‘ I have to face it, and I have to face it all…’ she said in her heart when suddenly she felt somebody was touching on her shoulder.
            Miyoko was startled as she stood up instantly, she turned around and without looking at anybody, she bows down to ask for forgiveness, “I’m really sorry, Mr. Hiroshima,” she said instantly. The person who was standing in front of her cross his hand on his chest and looked at Miyoko, who was already in her mess. Her heart began to palpitates instantly as she doesn’t want to know about anything anymore apart from if they were alright….
            She heard the footsteps tapped a couple of times in front of her, Miyoko had a gulp as she was afraid at that time, she was really afraid to face anything else anymore. She inhaled a deep breath as she sniffed at the same time, “I’m really sorry, Mr. Hiroshima…” she said once again but suddenly, she felt the person that was standing in front of her, gently touched on her chin and made her looked up at his direction. Miyoko was startled with what was going on. She raised her eyebrow for a short time and how she was startled to see who it was standing in front of her with a smiling face across his lips.
            Her mouth fell open when she saw who it was right there… “Sakurai…” she said his name softly… He only smiled to her and lightly caress on her face, “Miyoko,” he called for her name, but without he could even say anything anymore, Sakurai felt she wrapped both of her arms around his shoulder. He could hear her sniffing as she was still crying on his shoulder, “I thought I would never see you again…” she said to Sakurai. Sakurai had a small laughter. Miyoko furrowed her eyebrow when she heard him laughing at her. She pushed him away, “How could you!” she said that to him, but he pulled her in his arms once again and he pressed his lips slowly on her lips. She was startled for a short time, but she returned his kiss for sometimes.
            Somehow her mind was drifting away. She lightly touched his shoulder and pushed him away. Miyoko inhaled a deep breath when she looked at him with too many thing to ask… “But… what happen to…” she was wondering if Ninomiya and Aiba was doing alright. Sakurai laughed when he was still holding her in his arms, he turned her around when he heard someone was babbling as he was making his way at the back stage.
            Miyoko looked at Aiba that was walking next to Matsumoto with Ninomiya right next to Matsumoto. His arrogant face never seems to change when Matsumoto furrowed his eyebrow and looked at Ninomiya’s direction, “I did told you before that I don’t want to come last night at your event,” Matsumoto said to Ninomiya. Ninomiya only rolled his eyes, “Then what the hell are you doing here?” Ninomiya asked Matsumoto, but it made Matsumoto think for a short time…
            “Well, I guess I did owe you a gratitude for tonight,” he said to Ninomiya with a sly smile across his lips. Ninomiya looked at Matsumoto and laugh slightly when he heard his response. Ninomiya nodded his head, “Yeah, I guess you are right,” Ninomiya said to Matsumoto but Matsumoto reached his hand out for a friendly greeting, “Thank you so much for everything tonight,” Matsumoto said. Ninomiya looked at him statically, and somehow it made Matsumoto’s heart pound so heart as he wondered if he ever did anything wrong. Ninomiya looked at Matsumoto from head to toe and it made him wonder that, even in a rigid situation like this, he was certain that everybody can change.
            Matsumoto lifted his shoulder up, “So… no?” he asked Ninomiya but at the end, Ninomiya smiled to him and accepted his offer and returned his hand shake, “No problem, MJ,” he said to Matsumoto. He smiled when he heard Ninomiya’s response to him and gave him a light touch on his shoulder, “Yeah,” he said to Ninomiya.
            Suddenly both of them felt a touch from their back, “So, what are we still waiting for?!” they heard Aiba’s voice break the silent. They turned their gaze and looked at Aiba with a smile across their face. “Your fans would die waiting for you if it is going to be much longer than before!” Aiba grumbled. All of them laughed when they heard Aiba said that. Ninomiya asked the makeup artist to changes Matsumoto’s clothes that he was wearing that were already too dirty to face the whole crowd.  Matsumoto followed his way when Aiba was rushing towards the stage, but before he could even reach the stage, Mr. Hiroshima grabbed on his shoulder and Aiba looked at him wasn’t satisfied at all.
            “I don’t know what is happening and I would ask my lawyer to write your company a letter!” he said to Aiba. Aiba smiled to him as he was trying to ease his heart away. Aiba inhaled a deep breath, when his mind was playing around him himself, ‘If only wou know what happen tonight,’ he said in his heart. Aiba explain to Mr. Hiroshima everything that has happened and after he heard the explanation, Mr. Hiroshima nodded his head, “I hope it would happen tonight!” he said to Aiba and he walked away from there. Aiba smiled on his own, “Oh, don’t worry, sir. It would happen for sure it will,” he said when he walked out to face the infuriated crowd that waited for too long already.
            Aiba inhaled a deep breath before he turned his gaze to look at all of them. “We are really sorry for the delay, but something has happened to Matsumoto as he was on his way here… and get ready since he will be out on stage soon just for you!” he said to the whole crowd. Everybody with too much question began to look at each other and they began to scream full of excitement. Aiba smiled when he looked at them. ‘Tonight is the night…’
            He knows that it would take them forever to have a chance to meet Matsumoto and perhaps they don’t mind the struggle they have to go through. Aiba smiled to the whole crowd when he looked at how happy they were at that time. Aiba nodded his head when he leaned close to the microphone right in front of his face, “And now, let the countdown begins,” he said to everyone and he heard a very loud cheer. He turned his gaze towards Mr. Hiroshima that wasn’t satisfied before and finally smiled at the end. Aiba walked away from there.

            At the back stage, Miyoko turned her gaze towards Sakurai with too much question in her mind, “What actually happen tonight?” she asked him, but Sakurai only kissed her lips passionately, “Let just say everything has end the right way,” he said to her. She widens her eyes when lightly Sakurai caress her cheek, “Yes…” he said to her. How delighted she was as she wrapped both of her arms around Sakurai. Sakurai inhaled a deep breath as he lightly caress her right behind her back with a smile on her face…
            “I love you, Miyoko…” he said that to her. Ninomiya walked close to Sakurai with a smile across his face as their eyes met. He received a call suddenly from his handphone as he took it out. He looked at the number that was calling him. Ninomiya smiled alone when he saw it was from his home. He picked the phone up, “Hello there,” he said to whoever that was at the other side. He should the sound of somebody was trying to seat on a chair, “Papa! Papa! Where are you, papa!” he heard his little boy called for him. Ninomiya smiled alone when he can’t believe that he was still alive at that time. How it worried him if he couldn’t see her anymore…
            “I’m at work, Kaede,” he said to him, but at that time, his mind drifted away. Now he knew why tonight was the night that all of them met with each other and how he was glad that it actually happen with the people that now he trusted the most through his entire life. Ninomiya smiled on his own as he still hear the sound of his son was talking to him.
            “Don’t worry, Kaede… Papa will return soon,” he said to his son as he wished him goodbye and the sound of the whole crowd began to scream as Matsumoto had taken over the stage that night. Ninomiya looked at the sky that was full of bright shining stars with a smile across his lips. He sighed, and looked away from there… ‘I guess this is destiny…’ he said in his heart…

Monday, 16 November 2015

Arashi FanFic : Redundant 11


Ohno smiled to Sakurai, he felt conceited from what he has become at that time. Ohno looked deep into Sakurai’s eyes as he was smirking at his direction as he heard the sound of Sakurai groaning in pain. Ohno sealed his eyes shut when the sound of them pleasing for him to stop making him felt like he was the only one that can make the whole world his. Ohno raised one side of his eyebrow up when he opened his eyes once again and look directly to Sakurai that was gripping on his hand, for Ohno to set him free, “Just let me go, Ohno!” he tries to scream but his voice only came out like a squeaking sound.  Ohno furrowed his eyebrow when he was thinking what Sakurai had just said to him.
            “What is it? I can’t hear what you just said to me,” he asked Sakurai arrogantly. Sakurai was still trying to pull Ohno’s hand away from him. Sakurai felt the fire that was buried within him began to flare up as he was at his fury with a man he used to call a friend. “Argh!” Sakurai grumbled so hard, but the frozen cold hand of Ohno seems to be much stronger than it was before. Sakurai sealed his eyes shut as he was trying to inhale a deep breath, but there was no use since it would make him felt like he was suffocating worse. Sakurai felt the tears began to pour out from his eyes that was sealed once again was he felt his heart was pounding harder than it was before, but what can he even do about it?
            The sound of his friends or foes was taking control his hearing as he couldn’t hear anything else apart from that. How he sound of Ninomiya kept on repeating the same words over and over again in his solemn heart, how Matsumoto was begging for his life to be break free, Sakurai knew that Matsumoto wished that his life would just end at that time as he couldn’t bear with anything anymore, and as for Aiba, Sakurai knew that he isn’t related to any of this, but why does it seems like Aiba is holding the most grief rather than anyone else? He sound of him screaming in pain was overruling everything else in that solemn silent night.
            He recalled back once before when he heard the story of what was happening to their life before both him and Ohno had manage to kill the first person who had brought all of this in their life. It was only a girl that somehow Ohno had put his heart on the most in his entire life. Sakurai knew that the woman wasn’t from there, and he couldn’t remember what was the name, but she did said to them that if any of them wanted to kill each other for the greed that had build up inside our heart as the years passed with their misery, it is best to end one of our life once for all, but he couldn’t have the heart to take Ohno’s life away, as Ohno was taking to take his at that time. If the person wasn’t kill by the hand of another victim who held the curse, they would die at the end of night, but will return to life once at the starting of another day and they would be much more powerful than who they were before.
            Their greed and needs would take control of their life, and they don’t need anything else apart from his satisfaction. Sakurai knew that Ohno was broken hearted from the lost of his first and only love, but was this the way to repay it all back? Sakurai gritted his teeth against each other. Even he couldn’t fall in love with anyone else anymore as he did love someone else better than himself, another curse that befallen on his to never fall in love once again. How his heart was relentless when he has to let Miyoko off from his life. He doesn’t want their relationship with each other with would the end of his life and left her dread for the rest of her life. .. ‘Forgive me, Miyoko, but I know you understand me best…’ he said in his heart, but the sound of Ohno’s laughter once again took control of the silent night.
            “Forget it, Sakurai! There’s no way you can regain her love once again!” he said to Ohno when he could hear what Sakurai’s cries in his heart was. Sakurai opened his eyes once again as he felt the pressure of Ohno’s strength were pressing on his throat was taking his life away, but he couldn’t speak even though he wanted to. He looked at his other hand was gripping so tight to suffocate the one that wasn’t in his hand too. Sakurai grumbled as he hold both side of Ohno’s hand in too much grief, he wanted to break free, but his weight were overruling himself, he couldn’t move anywhere else anymore. ‘Just stop all of this, Ohno!’ he groaned so hard in his heart, but he knew that Satoshi could hear him loud and clear in his mind. He remembered the creation of the woman before was because of her greed to take control of everything, wanting people to listen to her instead of her listening to them, she did not die when it was in her rival with her own friend, but she did return back to kill her once again for good.
            Sakurai believe that right now, it was happening to him. Ohno looked at Sakurai with a sly smile across his lips, “There is nobody that could kill an afterlife, Sakurai!” he said to Sakurai furiously. Sakurai looked away as he knew all of that, but he doesn’t want that reason to let him down broken. Sakurai shakes his head from side to side, but the frication against his throat with Ohno’s grip has torn his skin apart. ‘I don’t care if it is going to be the end of my life, Ohno, but I will take your life away!’ Sakurai said furiously, but Ohno only smiled to him, “What? I can’t hear you…” he said to Sakurai. Sakurai was infuriated with what Ohno was doing, but the sound of Aiba’s sudden loud groan had made him laugh even worse than it was before…

            Aiba felt his heart was pounding tremendously as he was holding both of them in his hand even though at that time he felt like he was suffocating as he was having his difficulty time in trying to breathe. Aiba was holding his throat as he was trying to gasp for some air to breathe. He coughs a couple of times as he felt his throat as already dried up. He sealed his eyes shut as he felt like he was being strangulated by something that wasn’t even there right in front of his face. “What the hell is all of this?!” he tries to talk but his voice couldn’t even came out from his mouth. Aiba felt the pain that embedded him alive was getting inferior as time shades away. How felt his eyes had began to dry as somehow he could no longer see much of anything anymore. He tries to break free, but from what was he trying to escape from anyway?
            He tries to reach out from what was holding him there, he seized on his own throat and was hoping that he could pushed away whoever it was that was trying to take his life away. He felt as if like his body couldn’t bear to handle it anymore. How he was trembling apart at that time. How he was forcing himself to stand strong, but there was no use of him trying to do anything anymore. He sealed his eyes shut when he could still hear and see whatever these two men has been suffering for. He gripped his hands tighter on their shoulder and he was sure that the nightmare the two of them had would torture them more them his clasp on them.
            “Please! I’m begging you! Just release me from this cruel insanity!” he heard Matsumoto were groaning so hard even though he was strangled alive. Aiba opened his eyes when he looked at Matsumoto was choke to death as well was he. Aiba sighed lightly as he could bear to inhaled a short breath, he lightly caress on Matsumoto’s face that seems to be burning up worse than it did before. Aiba grumbled so hard, “Argh! Why does all of these has to happen!?” he screamed in terror. He knew he doesn’t want to say it, no he doesn’t want to admit it, but he was petrified with what was going on. Aiba curved on the ground since he couldn’t resist all the pain and suffer that was happening. Aiba felt his tears fallen down since he can’t do anything to help them at all. Right now, Aiba doesn’t want to know anything else anymore. He wanted all of this to stop, but their rigid pain were invading his heart that has seems to be frozen cold.
            He turned his gaze towards Ninomiya when his cries, “Make mistake, and pay the price…” kept on repeating itself over and over again. He looked at his once before beautiful eyes has become has white as a stone cold brick, he raised his hand forcefully as he gently touched at the side of Ninomiya’s cheek in hope that he can warm him up, but his body temperature was even worse than a cold snow that falls down on the Greenland town. He couldn’t bear the heat and the frosty side of these two man that he could felt. Their terror and nightmare has fallen on him, an Aiba felt his heart that was frozen before began to melt from the heat of the other side. “No!” he grumbled as he felt like he was still suffocating, but it seems like it was getting worse than before. He moved his hands from their face and holds their hand to tight in his grip…
            Aiba curled up on the ground as his grip on them became much more stronger than it was before. His tears kept on pouring out as he couldn’t take it anymore! “Oh, Lord, please stop everything that was going on! Just stop it all!” Aiba cries his heart out… but what was the point of crying anymore since there isn’t any end of this all. There isn’t any end to stop the mess that was going on…

**

            Ohno that was still strangling on Sakurai turned around when suddenly he felt silent on from the slightly further side of where they both were. He smiled alone and turned his gaze towards Sakurai in heartless emotion. Ohno inhaled a deep breath and sighed with a sly smile across his lips, “I’m sorry, my dearest Sakurai… I guess your friends have just said goodbye to you…” he wince to Sakurai when he release the grasp that he was holding on them from far. Sakurai was still struggling to break free. His grunt and grumble began to mix with each other as he wanted to let go, “Just let me go, Ohno!” Sakurai screamed his heart out as he was still trying to push Ohno away from him.
            Sakurai was pinned down on the ground and Ohno’s light weight before has to pressed him down badly, he couldn’t even manage to move his body at all. Sakurai was trying to break free from him, but he guess that the ice brick that was holding him on was much more stronger than it was before and his fire has began to decrease down. He felt the water from the ice that was holding him down began to melt and falls on him, and began to drain his strength away. Sakurai chuckled as he has no more strength to move on anymore, “Stop it, Ohno…” he was begging Ohno grinned to Sakurai when he move his portion and get on top of Sakurai, he pressed his knees on Sakurai’s thigh with his intention to freeze him and take his life away. Ohno caressed his hand on Sakurai’s face that was sweating on a cold winter night and he leaned close and gently kissed on his forehead with no intention at all.
            “Don’t worry, Sakurai… I think it is better to end your life like this rather than you struggle with too much pain and sorrow for not being able to save those three that you ‘love’ so much,” Ohno said to Sakurai with a mischievous heart. He felt Sakurai’s grip on his hand seems to decrease as Sakurai doesn’t have any strength to fight him anymore. Sakurai felt the light of night that that he has seen before began to diminish away as right now, all he see was only blank. There isn’t nothing anymore. Sakurai sealed his eyes shut as he began to pray for all of his previous sins to be perished away, but that isn’t an option that he has since he knew that all of it won’t go away in a glimpse of time… ‘Please forgive me for not being able to save you, even though I already know it all will happen tonight…’ he said in his heart, as he began to breathe in slowly… He could still feel the anger that was burning in Ohno’s heart for his previous time with each other, and he could feel that it made Ohno feel better to see him suffer that way…and at the end, Sakurai release his grip on Ohno’s hand and fell down flat on ground.

            The cold wind of the night blew against their skin, the sound of those men that were struggling once before somehow has fell silent when it seems like there isn’t anyone else anymore that was fighting for their life. Ohno turned his gaze around when he look at those three men, Aiba, Ninomiya, and Matsumoto has fell silent, and Sakurai in his hand doesn’t move anymore. “So, that’s all with all of this?” he asked a question that he already knew the answer. Ohno smirked alone as he felt like he was the sovereign of that night and there isn’t anybody else that could be more powerful that who he was. He looked at Sakurai with full of revenge with what Sakurai had did to him before, he doesn’t care anymore if he would be call a selfish kind, but he only live behind a shadow at night. Nobody could see him anymore other than if he wanted to come out and show himself to the human kind. Even though a little part of him was still human, but most part of him were only a shadow…That has no more happiness apart from achieving the needs of his life.
            Ohno inhaled a deep breath, “There is no need a second chance Sakurai… There would be anymore left for you anyway,” he said as he pressed on Sakurai’s throat much harder than he did before. He heard Sakurai grumbled so hard, but there was no more use of him struggling anymore. Ohno smirked on his own when he use both side of his hand and strangled on Sakurai’s throat to take his life away. Ohno sealed his eyes shut when he remembers all that has happened before. How Sakurai had promised to be forever his close friend, but at the end with Sakurai’s greed and need, Sakurai decided to take his life away.
            In the grief that he had restrained in himself for so long, he had kept the strength that he has meant nothing to him anymore, but after a long time thinking alone, he knew that this is the best result for him. Ohno furrowed his eyebrow as he opened his eyes once again, “This will be the end of your life, Sakurai!” he said full of grief and revenge, he pressed harder on Sakurai that could only chuckled for some air to be breathing in…
            But before he could even seize all of his strength over Sakurai and take his life away, he felt a strong wind, even stronger than his, blew straight towards his direction and made him fell down in silent.
            Ohno was at his conjecture as he wondered was actually happening. He knew that right then, it was only him that has the strength to kept all of this in silent, and there isn’t anyone else that could fight him. “What is going on?!” he asked himself when he heard footsteps were walking towards his direction. He furrowed his eyebrow when he sees a heavy misty fog suddenly appeared out from nowhere. He felt heat began to overshadow the cold night and without his expectation, a shadow came down walking close towards their direction. Ohno raised his eyebrow up and he wondered what it was, “What the hell?!” he asked himself with a triggered heart, he wondered who it was…

**

            Ohno stood up instantly, leaving Sakurai that was only breathing for the end of his life right by his side, he looked at whoever it was that was coming closer to his direction. It seems like his shadow he had never seen before. Ohno furrowed his eyebrow as he felt sweat began to form on his face. Ohno wiped it away when he wiped it away. Was there even anyone that was even much stronger than who he was at that time? He knew that he was the only one…
            He looked fiercely to what that was coming towards his direction. The slender body of whomever it was getting much closer towards his direction. Ohno furrowed his eyebrow and wondered who it was. Somehow, he felt his heart palpitates furiously. He could feel Sakurai was trying to move, he turned his gaze towards Sakurai for a short time and he pressed his foot right on Sakurai’s throat and pressed it hard with it. He heard Sakurai grumbled once again, but Sakurai didn’t bother him at all, “I shouldn’t care about you,” he said to Sakurai when he turned back around to see the shadow once again, but strangely, the sound of his footsteps that were walking towards his direction shades away as he could no longer heard it anymore, he couldn’t even see the shadow anywhere at all.
            Ohno sighed, ‘It was only my illusion,’ he said alone when he turned his glance towards Sakurai with a sly smile across his face, “I guess it is still just me and your worthless life, Sakurai,” he said to Sakurai, with his intention wanted to continue to pressed his foot on his throat to end his life right that. He could hear Sakurai chuckled as he has no more voice to even speak anymore, but at the same time, as fast as the lighting strike on the darkest night, Ohno felt a strong wind blew towards is direction and the heat he felt before began to emerged around him once again and he felt a strong force was strangling him so hard from behind his back. Ohno chuckled as he couldn’t breathe anymore and whoever it was turned him around to face his direction.
            He couldn’t even opened his eyes anymore at that time as the steam that was melting him at that time was much stronger than it was before, “Who are you!” he asked that person. The person was only at his silent. His sudden appearance had made Ohno solemn heart began to frozen at that time. Whoever it was just smirked to Ohno’s face with too much intention, “It is only me,” he said to Ohno. Ohno furrowed his eyebrow as he couldn’t restrain the steam that was heating his body worse than the fire that only melt his life away. “Who are you!?” he asked that man once again.
            The shadow only lifted his shoulder up as he doesn’t feel like answering Ohno’s stupid question, he only smirked and had his biggest laughter to Ohno‘s foolishness of thinking that only revenge could solve the problem away. Ohno who was in his confusion, opened his eyes once again and looked at the darker shadow that was standing in front of him, but he took a quick glimpse of those men that laying down flat in silent on the ground further away from him and somehow, he could only see the two of them there.
            Ohno furrowed his eyebrow as he could also felt the pain that the shadow was giving to him, and at the end of him restraining everything that he felt in his heart, he could feel the strength of the shadow was getting much stronger than the strength that he had left in himself to even fight him back. He looked closely towards the shadow direction with only his eyes opened slightly, he wondered who it was. It was impossible for any of them to even be reawaken since none of them were trying to take their life away. It was only him that took the soul of theirs for his own greed.
            The shadow gripped his hand on Ohno’s throat to make sure that Ohno couldn’t be breathing anymore, “How does it feel to taste your own self yearn and greed, Mr. Satoshi Ohno?” he asked Ohno in his  mellow dramatic tone. He smiled slyly towards Ohno that was holding his hand to be breaking free. Ohno cough a couple of time as the steam began to boil up in his body and seems to be melting his life away. “What do you want from me!?” he asked the shadow, but the shadow leaned closer to him as he could feel his warm breath so close to his body. Ohno tries to look at his side to see who it was, but it seems like the shadow was draining his strength away. He blew his warm breath on Ohno’s neck when he looked at Sakurai that was laying flat on the ground and he wasn’t sure if Sakurai was already at the end of his life or was in a long sleep…He blew a strong wind towards Sakurai direction and he could still feel Ohno was trying to break free from him, he laughed tremendously.
            “Let see if you would enjoy the suffer that you had given to everyone here tonight,” he said to Ohno when he moved his head away from Ohno’s shoulder and looked at him directly into his eyes. He smiled to Ohno, when Ohno’s jaw fell down in silent to see it was him standing right in front of his face.
           “How could you…” he asked when the man only smiled to him. He was supposed to be dead with the others, not being alive once again… He lightly caress on Ohno’s face, “Why are you still alive?!” he asked the shadow that was strangling him at that time. The shadow shakes his head from side to side, “I guess this was the reason you called for me too tonight,” he said to Ohno gruesomely. Ohno was startled to see Aiba that was supposed to be dead standing in front of his face. Aiba rolled his eyes and  ignored him completely. Aiba remembered what has happened to him before as he was struggling for his life along side Ninomiya and Matsumoto that night…
            “You want to know why??...” he asked Ohno with a cold heart. Ohno grabbed on Aiba’s hand that was strangling him harder than it was before, suddenly Ohno couldn’t see anything else anymore, but Aiba was only smiling to his direction… “Let see how it actually happen…” he said to Ohno. He could only heard Ohno grumbling harder than all of them did earlier, Aiba lightly caressed on Ohno’s face, “Shhh… Just keep quiet can you?” he asked Ohno lightly as he sealed his eyes and remembered what has happened earlier to him.

            After so much of struggling, Aiba fell on the ground at the end as he was restless at that time.  How he felt that his body began to sweat instantly. He opened his eyes once again when he looked around him. He could hear the sound of the two men at both of his side began to breathe once again. He turned his gaze towards his side as slowly he see that the two of them had opened their eyes once again. He could no longer hear the sound of those voices that was disturbing Matsumoto’s mind and those dreams that kept on repeating itself in Ninomiya’s mind anymore. He could feel them breathing normally at that time once again, and he looked at Matsumoto was trying to get up, but Aiba pushed him down. Matsumoto looked at Aiba and Aiba only shakes his head from side to side, ‘Not right now,’ he said to the two of them. Matsumoto looked at Ninomiya that was looking at his direction, and Aiba was pleading them not to make any move until all of this was settled.
            Aiba had never felt like this in his entire life at all. He felt the heat and the cold temperature from both of them was not there anymore and slowly, he release his hands from holding both of them earlier. He felt his heart was pounding harder than it was before. Aiba inhaled a deep breath as he felt like both of their false energy had embedded in his soul after his struggle to prevent them from being burnt and frozen alive.
            He could hear the sound of Sakurai that was struggling for his life before had fall silent. He wondered what has happened to Sakurai as he turned around and see that Ohno was pressing his whole weight on Sakurai’s body. How he could feel the pain that Sakurai was feeling, and how he wanted to save him… Aiba sealed his eyes shut and without any hesitation, he stood back up and suddenly the misty fog began to appear.
            How his heart was dueling with anger and grief at the same time, and he knew he wanted to save Sakurai at that time. Instantly, Aiba stood up and felt like he had regained all of his strength once again. He looked at himself that somehow had hidden behind a shadow of his own anguish heart, and the fierce mind and soul at the end merged. He could feel both of their strength and he remembers that once ice had melted into water, and the heat that was burning below the water would form steam that would be warmer and sneaky at that same time.
            Aiba looked at himself, he gritted his teeth against each other and without thinking any further, “I will save your life too, Sakurai!” he said in silent and he moved forwards towards Ohno’s direction.

            Ohno’s mouth fell silent as he would never expect that it would happened to the third person that shouldn’t be involve in any of this, “This shouldn’t happen,” he said to Aiba but Aiba smirked to him unintentionally, “Well, I guess it did,” he said to Ohno when he lifted Ohno up with both side of his hand and left Ohno hanging there and begged for his life. Aiba could feel Ohno’s grip on his hand become much stronger than it was before and without him knowing anything, he heard sound that suddenly rushed towards his direction and he felt like Ohno was being pulled away from him. He could hear Ohno was screaming harder than it was before and Aiba could see shadow that was standing right behind Ohno’s back.
            Aiba raised his eyebrow and looked at his side and was delighted to see Sakurai was standing once again. “And I guess there isn’t a second chance for you, Ohno,” Aiba heard Sakurai said to Ohno viciously. Aiba smiled when he see Sakurai there. Sakurai turned his gaze towards Aiba and smiled at his direction, “Hello, friend,” he said to Aiba. Aiba only smiled and he felt his gripped on Ohno’s throat was harder than it was before.
            Aiba felt tears formed behind his eyes as he was delighted to see everyone that was supposed to be the victim that night were still alive. “Hello, Sakurai,” he said to Sakurai.
            Ohno was struggling as he felt the steam that was boiling up within himself and the heat that was melting himself was getting worse than before. “Argh!!!” Ohno screamed with all his heart, as he wasn’t sure how long he could last with all of the pain that he felt in himself anymore…


Saturday, 14 November 2015

Arashi FanFic : Redundant 10


             Sakurai stood up straight once again as finally he had finally regained the strength he had kept hidden for too long in himself. Sakurai approached that old man that was still in the shadow of his own impure heart. Sakurai wiped away the sweat that has fallen down on his face as he was approaching closer to that old man. He had made a promise to himself never to let all of this happen once again, and he was sure that he is going to keep it. How he felt the strong cold wind was blowing against his body as he was approaching closer to the old man. Sakurai looked at him infuriately, “Why do you still want to do all of this?!” he asked the old man, when the old man chuckled hysterically, he smirked at Sakurai. Sakurai looked away from his sharp gaze and he noticed that both Matsumoto and Ninomiya were laid flat on the ground and Aiba was struggling to get to them. Aiba looked at what was happening and he knew that he doesn’t understand a thing.
            Aiba raised his eyebrow in confusion when he looked at Sakurai and whoever than old man was from that night before was talking to each other. Aiba felt the chill from the frozen night as slowly he was making his way towards Ninomiya and Matsumoto’s direction. ‘I don’t know what the hell is going on and I don’t care anymore!’ he said in his heart as he was getting much closer to the two of them. He looked at Ninomiya who was still mumbling on his own, “Make mistake, pay the price…” he kept on chanting the same thing over and over again. Ninomiya seems to be statically frozen still there and it seems like Matsumoto was heating up as the snow he was laying on began to melt slowly. Matsumoto’s clothes were wet at some part and somehow burning on the other side. Aiba really wondered if the four of them were related in some sort of mystery that he doesn’t understand at all, but he was certain that Ninomiya and Matsumoto doesn’t know who the man was… Or do they? Aiba lifted his shoulder up when he heard Sakurai’s footsteps were approaching closer towards that old man. He turned his gaze and looked at them as he stopped there for a moment. Aiba sealed his eyes for a short time, ‘Wait for me, guys… I will be there…’ he said in his heart when the sound of that old man laughing was still dominating the whole place.
            He smiled slyly towards Sakurai that was forcing himself to get closer to him, “Why am I doing all of this you are asking me?” he asked Sakurai who finally manage to there stood right in front in his face. He widens his eyes and give him a pitiful smile as he was impressed with Sakurai’s courage and he clapped both side of his hand as he turned around from facing Sakurai. “I never thought that you still have the strength kept inside your cold heart, Sakurai,” he said drastically to him, but Sakurai grabbed on his shoulder to make him turn around and face him once again. Sakurai looked at him motionlessly. He felt his heart was pounding harder than it was before, Sakurai gritted his teeth against each other, he furrowed his eyebrow when he really feel like he just wanted to kill this man right in front of him but Sakurai inhaled a deep breath before he would do any action to this man. The old man touched Sakurai’s hand on his shoulder with a sly smile across his face.
             “And I thought I already took your life away that night when this all was supposed to end,” the old man said to Sakurai statically. Sakurai knew that there are obstacle in between the two of them, as the heat from fire that was beaming hotter than the sun, and an ice that was melting as it was approaching closer, Sakurai only inhaled a deep breath as he looked away from him, “But it was me that has taken some part of your life away, Ohno. It wasn’t you… but it was me...” he said to that old man in return. That old man furrowed his eyebrow instantly when he grabbed Sakurai’s t-shirt and made Sakurai look at his direction. Sakurai look at him deep into his eyes, “It was me,” he said to that old man once again.
            Aiba looked at the two of them as slowly he was sliding closely towards Matsumoto who was closer to him rather than Ninomiya that was on the other side. He looked at Matsumoto that was gasping for some air and it seems like he was burning alive right there in his sleep. Matsumoto grumbled on his own, “Please! Don’t take my life away!” he screamed suddenly. Aiba widens his eyes when he could still hear the sound of Ninomiya mumbling on the other side, “Make mistake, pay the price…” Aiba wondered if the old man had put a spell on the two of them as he remembered that night, that old man did promise Ninomiya that he would repay something in the future time.
            ‘This is the dream that I had…’ Aiba said in his heart when he look at Matsumoto. He tries to touch Matsumoto but he sealed his eyes shut instantly as he felt the heat that was burning out from his body was burning him as well. Aiba grumbled silently. ‘Argh! Dame! That hurts like hell!’ he screamed in his heart, but suddenly his dream came alive once again.
            Aiba grumbled alone as he started to feel his heart began to pound duriously once again as he leaned down slowly as he couldn’t bear with it anymore, “Argh!” finally he groaned but he don’t think so Sakurai and whoever it was notice what he was doing since they were busy ‘talking’ to each other. Aiba remembers that Ninomiya was laying on the ground and some part of his clothes were bathe with blood, and there was another person that was right beside him. Perhaps in his dream it seems like the man was trying to kill Ninomiya but it seems like right now, it wasn’t this person that was trying to kill Ninomiya but it was that man that wanted them both to die… Aiba opened his eyes once again, as he was shaking his head from side to side, “No. This should not happen tonight!” he said in his heart. He knew that he wasn’t in any part of this but, why does those entire nightmare kept on disturbing him as well as it was disturbing them?
           Sakurai did told him the reason why Matsumoto doesn’t want to come out and face the night time of his life anymore, and Ninomiya did mention to him too that it seems like each day he tries to go to sleep, almost every night, there is something or somebody that would come and tormented his heart. Could whatever that was happening to the two of them be related to one another? Could whatever that was happening be the cause of their death right next to each other? Aiba sighed; he opened his eyes once again and turned his glance towards Sakurai who was in an argument with that old man. ‘I guess you already know what is happening, Sakurai…’ he said silently, as he felt his heart was triggering apart that time. He turned his glance towards the two of them and he shakes his head from side to side, as he doesn’t care anymore what will happen anymore, but he doesn’t want them to end their life that night.
            Aiba crawled in between the two of them as he felt that both side of his legs couldn’t be functioning anymore. He felt his tears fell down from his eyes as the pain that he felt each second he was trying to move closer to them, ‘Be strong, Aiba… You be strong…” he said in his heart as each step he took made them seems to me much further than him.

**

            Sakurai ran his finger behind his back to wipe away the sweat that was falling down behind his back. He inhaled a deep breath when he learn by heart back with what has happen once before. He knew that Ohno isn’t this type of person, but why do he have to be like this after all of this has happen? Sakurai raised up his hand and wondered if it was because of his greed that all of this happens… Sakurai inhaled a deep breath as he felt the cold hand that was only holding his t-shirt was giving him a spine chilling sensation.           
            Ohno Satoshi was his close friend once before, he has a perfect life on his own, even though he doesn’t really get involve with too many people in his real life, but with his work, he never get his job undone. Perhaps some people would say that he is a silent killer since he don’t really communicate with much people, he only work in his office, and he never have any excuse if he was given any task that wasn’t even there in Tokyo, but the curse has fallen on him, and maybe because he tries to survive from all of that, he had lost his direction and lead himself to nothing else apart from a destruction.
            Sakurai felt the tears that was hidden behind his eyes that he had kept for quite sometimes had began to fall down on the ground that he was standing on… How he wanted to fight Ohno that night, but he doesn’t want to repeat the mistake that he had done once before. He doesn’t want to lose his friend anymore… Sakurai struggled to put himself together as he knew that he isn’t that strong like Ohno anymore. He could feel the force that was forging in between the two of them was weakening him, he turned his gaze right behind Ohno’s back and saw how that force has weaken Matsumoto, Ninomiya and Aiba at the same time… It wasn’t him alone…
            “Just stop doing all of this, Ohno. You are worth more than just only being left behind in the shadow!” Sakurai force himself to speak to Ohno, but Ohno only looked at him relentlessly, with a sly smile curved on his lips after sometime, Sakurai felt Ohno’s hand were moving at his throat slowly, and gripped it tight right there. Sakurai chuckled as he couldn’t be breathing anymore. He heard Ohno snorted a little bit, “Do you think that it is going to be that easy for me to let it all go, Sakurai?” he asked Sakurai that was struggling to break free.
            Sakurai gripped both side of his hand on Ohno’s frozen cold hand, he sealed his eyes shut, how he felt his heart was pounding so hard as he was restraining himself to grasp the anger that he was feeling began to rage up in himself. Ohno smile sarcastically iniquity towards Sakurai as he was feeling Sakurai’s forge was building up stronger than it was before, Ohno release one side of his hand and slapped on Sakurai’s face a couple of time harshly, “What are you waiting for, Sakurai? Don’t you want all of this to happen once again?” he asked Sakurai fiercely. Sakurai tries to speak, but he couldn’t do that anymore, Sakurai shakes his head from side to side and forces himself speak, even though it was hurting him so deep inside, “No, Ohno… Not once again,” Sakurai manage to let out his voice even though it was too quiet to be heard to other people. Sakurai coughed several of times as he felt his throat began to dried up.

            Aiba turned his gaze towards Sakurai instantly as he heard that Sakurai was struggling. Aiba tries to called out for Sakurai to distract that old man away, but he felt he was too tired to be doing anything anymore. How he felt like his body was going to fall down, but he was restraining himself from being weaker than he already is right then. “Sakurai…” he tries to call for him, but his voice has become too small, he doesn’t think so anyone could even hear him. Aiba gasp for some air, he looked at what that old man was doing to Sakurai, and how he wanted to help him, but even he was having a hard time to reach to those two people that was close to him. How was he going to even reach to Sakurai right in time?
            Aiba shakes his head from side to side, as he sealed his eyes shut and remembers that in his dream there was another shadow that approached the two man that was on the ground. How that shadow was forcing himself to move forward towards them, and hold them together in his arms and never wishing to let them go. Aiba gritted his teeth against each other and wondered if that shadow was him? Aiba had a small laughter and sighed alone, “I don’t even have anymore strength, how is it going to be me that would save them?” he said alone and he had a silly smile curved across his lips.
            Even though at that time, he doesn’t feel like he wanted to move forward anymore, how he felt like his flesh had torn apart from the cold vivid night, how he felt the warmth that was burning inside himself were emerging together to give him force to continue as he felt like he couldn’t be moving anymore. Aiba strungle with all his might, even though his body had curved down and he began to crawl on the ground, he felt the ache that was burning in his heart was tearing him apart, but he doesn’t care anymore.
            “I have to reach to you… I have to get to you…” he said to himself and continue his way towards their direction that was really close to him… He could still hear that Matsumoto was begging for his life and wanted everything to be as silent as it was before, Aiba turned his gaze towards Matsumoto that was crying in his sleep, that was in his sore full time right then, his body was burning visiously when he saw that the clothes that he was wearing has torn apart. Aiba tries to reach out for Matsumoto, “Just let me go! Release me from all of this! Let me regain the good deeds and repay my sin!” he heard Matsumoto screamed suddenly. Aiba felt his heart triggers and with a heavy heart, he knew he wanted to go to Ninomiya first, but…
            Aiba only sighed, ‘I have to do this!’ he said in his heart, and without any second tought, he grabbed on Matsumoto’s shoulder and how he felt he was burned alive as well as Matsumoto was at that time, Aiba cries out so loud but he couldn’t hear his voice anymore. Aiba felt the tears that were hidden before falls down on his face as the pain he felt from Matsumoto was tormenting him there, alive. “Matsumoto!” he cries out for his name, but instantly, Aiba sealed his eyes when he could hear those words that were disturbing in Matsumoto’s mind, haunting his heart almost every night…
            He looked at Matsumoto’s direction with his eyes only slightly open. He doesn’t know how long this man bear has with himself with all of this. Aiba felt his tears kept on pouring out and he gritted his teeth against each other, ‘Be strong, Matsumoto!’ he said in his heart as he began to felt his heart began to burn, furiously.
            Aiba looked at the two of them were struggling for their life, and Aiba couldn’t bear it anymore….         “Argh!!!” he screamed so loud, but the echoes of his voice couldn’t be heard at all. Everything has become more intense than it was before and it seems like it was taking their life away… The nightmare and terror that was disturbing their mind and soul has taken over their life…

**

            At the same time, in the Prime Mall Stadium, the manager of the company, Mr. Hiroshima, walked towards Miyoko that was busy doing certain things to rearrange some matters that night. Miyoko remembers that Sakurai and Aiba had asked her to delay the time, but all the fans can’t stop screaming and began to curse as they were demanding for Matsumoto. She gritted her teeth against each other, ‘I really hope that all of this would sort out…’ she said in her heart as he heard the footsteps of somebody was approaching him closer. She inhaled a deep breath before she brace herself to face with all of this.
            ‘Be strong, Miyoko…’ she said in her heart before she turned around and notice that Mr. Hiroshima wasn’t happy with what was going on. He crossed his hand over his chest and looked at Miyoko, “What is all of this? Everybody is calling for Matsumoto, and where is he?! I thought your company had manage to get him for tonight! What is all of this?!” he asked Miyoko furiously, when she could only stand there and look at him straight forwardly. She inhaled a deep breath before she could even communicate with him, she gave him a slight smile to apologize, “I am really sorry, Mr. Hiroshima, but we received a call from Mr. Matsumoto, telling us that he would be in a slight delay,” she said to Mr. Hiroshima when he looked at her furiously, “I only give thirty minutes for him to be here, and if he doesn’t show up, your company would pay a major price for this!” he said to her as he turned around and walked away from there.
            Miyoko looked at how arrogant Mr. Hiroshima was that night to her, she fell on the chair beside her and sealed her eyes shut. She felt her tears fell down as she was afraid with everything that will happen that night. She doesn’t care about the performance anymore as she did ask some band and artist to take over the stage once again. How she was grateful that they agreed. Miyoko wiped away the tears that has fallen down from her eyes, “Please, Sakurai… Please survive tonight…” she said in silent, because she knew that it was for this reason for his love for her, he exchange his instead of hers and if they ever wanted to be in love with each other again, she knew that he won’t be there anymore for her to hold in her arms anymore.
            She felt her body triggers, “I know you can do it, Sakurai. Just do your best!” she said once again…

**

            Ohno had a deafening laughter as he could hear how Aiba was struggling with himself, he pressed his hand on Sakurai’s throat as he was enjoying the night that he was having at that time. The sound of his laughter were dominating the whole world once again, as even Aiba that wasn’t close to them could hear his vicious laughter and made him deaf at that time. Ohno turned around and looked at Sakurai once again with a sly smile on his face, “Just look at them, Sakurai,” he said to Sakurai with a cold heart, Sakurai doesn’t want to hear anything anymore as he was still forcing himself to break free from his grip, “Just let them go, Ohno! It is you and me right here! Not the three of them!” Sakurai felt the anger in his heart began to rage worse than before, he force himself to scream so hard, his voice echoes that silent night. Ohno smiled to Sakurai sarcastically as he was daunted with what Sakurai had manage to do there.
            He release his hand that was gripping on Sakurai’s throat and gave him an applause as he was impressed with the strength Sakurai had left in himself as he was facing him. “Very good job, Sakurai,” he said to him, patting on his shoulder. Sakurai looked at Ohno furiously as he felt his heart wanted to take this man life once again, but there isn’t any possible way to stop a person that was reborn once again from his previous life. Sakurai furrowed his eyebrow when he doesn’t care anymore what would happen to him, ‘I have to stop this. This is my fight! Not theirs!’ he said in his heart when he looked at the three of them that was in a tremendous pain. Sakurai felt the tears began to falls down from his eyes once again but with a strong heart, Sakurai pushed Ohno’s hand away from his shoulder and wanted to strangled him to death, but before he could even do anything, Ohno grabbed Sakurai’s hand that was coming towards his direction and pushed Sakurai down on the ground.
            “Argh!” Sakurai grumbled hard as he felt all the suffer he had restrain in his heart previously had trembled out from himself. Ohno looked at Sakurai viciously as his eyes had turned black as the deepest hell, he looked directly towards Sakurai’s eyes and pressed his throat so hard at that time to make sure that Sakurai couldn’t be breathing anymore. Sakurai chuckled for his life as he was holding the cold hand of Ohno and tries to push him away, but Ohno was on top of him and certainly his force would be much stronger than him.
            “Never tempt anything that would cost your death, Sakurai. I am warning you,” he said to Sakurai when he turned his gaze towards the three of them, Ohno reach his hand out towards his direction and gripped it tight as he was strangling the three of them from far. Sakurai could hear Aiba, Matsumoto and Ninomiya was crying for help, as they weren’t able to breathe anymore. “Stop this!” he tries to screamed to Ohno, but Ohno was ignoring with what Sakurai was trying to say to him, but was gripping both side of his hand tighter since he wanted everybody that night not to be alive anymore.
            “No, Sakurai… Tonight would be the end of you and the end of their life…” he said to Sakurai viciously. Sakurai wasn’t able to be breathing anymore, as he sealed his eyes shut, chuckling for some air to breathe, but he couldn’t even gasp for anything anymore. How he felt like it was going to be the end of his life, but the force in himself was weakening as the stronger Ohno’s force was fighting against him. Ohno began to laugh ferociously as he was enjoying the whole night on his own.

**

            Aiba couldn’t be breathing anymore as he was feeling the invisible force that was taking control of him, was holding himself from staying alive was taking control over him, but his grip was still holding on strong on Matsumoto shoulder as he could feel the ache that Matsumoto was feeling in himself. He could hear both Matsumoto and Ninomiya was grumbling and begging for help, but he wasn;t able to do anything anymore. “Be strong, Aiba! Just be strong!” he screamed loudly, even though he couldn’t hear himself anymore, he raised his hand up forcefully and he gripped on Ninomiya’s shoulder and he felt something eerie began to happen to him as he could feel both of their fuffer, both of their dreadful time as they were kept hidden at night in their life, He tries to release the two of them, from the burning hell of Matsumoto’s life and the frozen cold night of Ninomiya’s life, but it seems like they were holding him together.
           Aiba felt his heart began to duel against each other. “Argh!!!” Aiba screamed so hard as he couldn’t bear it anymore.

**

            Ohno smiled to Sakurai, “There is nobody that could kill an afterlife, Sakurai!” he said to Sakurai furiously but the sound of Aiba’s loud groan had made him laugh even worse than it was before… How Ohno felt like he was the master of that night and nobody else anymore could stop him from being the only one, but before he could even take Sakurai’s life away, he felt a strong wind, even stronger than his blew straight towards his direction and made him falls down in silent.
            “What the hell?!” he thought alone…

Friday, 13 November 2015

Arashi FanFic : Redundant 09


            Matsumoto  felt his heart was racing furiously from the incident that happened earlier. He knew that he was dr, their past miving a little bit in a rush that night as the sound that he was listening in his head kept on talking to him. The voices of so many people were disturbing his mind and he knew that he couldn’t be thinking about anything else apart from only those voices would just shut up and keep silent. He missed his old life where he has his freedom on his own. He doesn’t bother about anything else that much apart from just himself., but right now, the other people’s misery life, their past mistakes were repeating in his mind…
            He has no other way to be answering them, and the only way he could keep it silent was if he manage to go to sleep and not thinking about anything else anymore. Matsumoto ran his fingers through his thick brown hair as he wiggled his fingers and messed up his hair, “Why can’t all of this remain quiet?! Why can’t all of just kept silent?! I couldn’t bear to listen to all of this anymore!” he screamed in his car. Some people that were walking outside the road could hear him grumbling hard in the car. They began to whispered to each other when Matsumoto turned his glance towards them and ignored what were they doing. He rolled his eyes, “Fuck, do you think I care?!” he grumbled alone and he took the cigarette that were still light up in the ashtray close to his dash board.
            His car has beens topped for a short time since the traffic light has turned to red and he was waiting for the time for him to begin moving again. He he pressed the honk of his car when he felt like the time has already ran out for him. How he felt his heart was palpitating furiously once againm and he began to feel like his body temperature has began to burned up in each second that passed in his life. Matsumoto inhaled a deep breath before he began to smoke once again. “Come on! Just move your damn car! My life is hanging on a thread right now, idiot!” he began to cursed alone in the car.
            He turned his gaze to his side as he could see the Prime Mall just close enough to him. He inhaled a deep breath as he slowly release it out and his eyes were focusing right there. He gritted his teeth against each other and he sealed his eyes shut for a short time, and his mind started to think about too many other things at that time. The echoes of voices and his heart palpitating were in the same rhythm only on a different tempo were playing in his mind. Matsumoto shakes his head from side to side, “This all has to stop. It has to stop!” he said alone and how he was bolt from the blue when suddenly he heard the sound of a loud honk from behind his back.
            Matsumoto opened his eyes once again and notice that the traffic light that once before red has turned green once again and the car in front of him before has drove away from there. Matsumoto had a slightly gulp of his own saliva and put in the gear of his car and move ahead without even looking anywhere else anymore, he pushed his speed paddle at a full speed but before he could proceed further, he heard a deafening sound from the front side of his car. His felt his heart stopped beating for s short time when he he accidently ran against something right in front of him. “Damn it!” he cursed loudly as he widens his eyes and instantly pressed the break paddle and notice there was a person that falls right on his front bonnet before whoever it was fell on the ground. Matsumoto’s jaw dropped down opened as he was startled with what was going on. He heard the loud honk from the cars behind him, but he doesn’t care anymore about them.
            “Oh, shit! What have I done!” he grumbled alone as he felt his heart palpitates. He looked at his side when he saw the person’s arms were flat on the ground, Matsumoto felt his heart was palpitating worse than before. He sealed his eyes shut for a short time and felt how his heart was trembling apart. “Oh, Lord! I ran against somebody!” he said. He put the cigarette that was still light up in his hand on the ash tray near his dash board. He pulled his break up when he saw certain people who notice what has happened were worried with what has happen. Matsumoto ignored them all as he unlocks his car doors and went outside on the cold dark night to see the person’s condition.
            Some people notice who he was as he was making his way to the front side of his car. He felt sweats began to fall downa t the side of his forehead on the cold night. He heard some people were mentioning his name, but that would be the last thing that worried him at that time, ‘Just say what the hell you want to say,’ he said as he rushed in front of his car. Most of the cars from behind his back made their way when they saw the hazard light was turned on from his car.
            How he felt his heart was palpitating swiftly as he was reaching further in front. How everything at that time began to turned dark in his life. He could see people were pointing towards his direction because he knows they were certainly sure of who he was, but he was afraid with whatever that has happen… He inhaled a deep breath when he turned his gaze towards the front bonnet of his black Lamborghini and he saw the stain of blood on some part of his car. Each steps that he was taking was making his mind shattered in a distance. He doesn’t know if he was breathing anymore but he certainly felt tha this heart was pounding worse than it was before…
           He looked from the side and it seems like the person’s condition isn’t that terrible as he expected it would be.  Matsumoto bend down when he grabbed on the person’s should and turned him around to see who it was… His mouth fell opened when he see the face of whoever it was and how he was shocked to see who it was… He felt like his heart was raging so heart and it was about to explode and how he was shaking in a dark cold winter… Matsumoto was startled for quite some time… He couldn’t believe himself with what he saw right in front of his eyes…
            “You…” he said gradually in his cold rigid heart…

***

            Aiba walked back towards the backstage as he has no hope any longer to look for Ninomiya anywhere at that place anymore. He already went everywhere, asked almost everybody that he had seen along his way and there wasn’t still any answer that he wanted to hear. Nobody know where Ninomiya has been missing too, and it somehow made his heart felt uneasy… “Where are you, Ninomiya…” he said all alone as he was making his way back to where he started before..
            His heart was pounding harder than it was before… He could still hear the sound of the band performing on the stage, he turned his gaze towards the side and look at how they were rocking the whole crowd, and he wondered how long will it actually last. He looked at his watch when the time was almost reaching the end of the concert, and the guest artist that all have been waiting for still wasn’t there… He didn’t even know if Matsumoto wanted to be there anyway that night… He did heard from Sakurai that it was hard to handle that person, and he was even surprised that Ninomiya got the nerve to even go and meet him in person to make him go there that night, but he knows that Matsumoto won’t even be there…
            Aiba sighed, as he lifted his shoulder up and he wondered if Sakurai was searching for Ninomiya too at the other side and finally after he took a little time to reach the backstage once again, how he was surprised to see Sakurai was still there, only that he wasn’t on his own anymore. Aiba’s jaw fell down when he looked at what Sakurai was doing. ‘What the hell is he doing?!’ Aiba grumbled in his heart when he looked at Sakurai was busy with a girl wrapped in his arms.
            He tries to see who it was and he noticed that it was one of the secretaries of his working place, ‘Miyoko?!’ he looked at the two of them were kissing passionately and how they embraced themselves close with each other, Aiba gripped his fist as he felt his heart was raging furiously. They were in a situation where something else that mattered worse and he is busy making love?! He bites his lip lightly and gritted his teeth against each other. Aiba cleared his throat slightly, Aiba looked at Sakurai who was holding Miyoko in his arms as their lips were touching against each other; he raised his eyebrow when he looked at them were. His jaw fell open as he was shocked to see what was going on with the two of them. He furrowed his eyebrows, ‘Shouldn’t he be worried about something else here?!’ he asked in his heart. Aiba crossed his hands on his chest, “What’s going on here?” he asked Sakurai as he wanted some answer. Sakurai was startled when he let Miyoko go from his arms and she moved away from there, avoiding the glance that Aiba was giving to them, Miyoko wipes away her lips that were messed up a little bit.
            Sakurai cleared his throat as he was avoiding the glare that Aiba was giving to him sharply, he walked close towards Aiba’s direction that seems to be wanting some explanation. He admit that it was his mistake that he couldn’t control himself anymore over somebody that he used to love so badly before, but due to some certain reason, him and Miyoko couldn’t be with each other anymore. How it did broke his heart, but there wasn’t anything else that he can do about it anymore. Sakurai inhaled a deep breath as he wiped away her lipstick that was smudge on his lips, he touched on Aiba’s shoulder but Aiba pushed it away with his hand, “What the hell are you thinking, Sakurai?! We have some other matters that we should be worried about and you were busy with her?!” he said to Sakurai furiously. Aiba furrowed his eyebrow as he wasn’t happy at all.
            Sakurai gripped his fist lightly, “Look, I know what you saw just now was inappropriate, but listen to me,” Sakurai said to Aiba. Aiba shakes his head from side to side. He thought that he could count on his man, but he never thought that Sakurai would back fired him just like that. He felt his heart swollen deep inside, he looked away from Sakurai and walked away from there, “What is there to explain, Sakurai?! It was obvious that you want her more than worried about your own friend!” he said to Sakurai. Sakurai looked at Aiba that was uncertain if he could count on him anymore, he wiped the sweat that has fell at the side of his forehead, “No! I know it was my mistake but you got to listen to me first!” he said to Aiba as he grabbed on his shoulder to make Aiba turned around and face him once again.
            Aiba looked at Sakurai’s face and pushed him away with his other fist for him to stay away from him, “Just leave me alone! I would find him myself!” Aiba said to Sakurai. Aiba looked away from Sakurai’s direction when he heard Sakurai was talking to him, but he doesn’t care anymore. He sighed as he wanted to go somewhere else inside that mall to find Ninomiya but before Aiba could take another steps, he heard Sakurai increased his voice to him.
            “I know I made my mistake, Aiba! But listen to me!” he said statically to Aiba. In a distinguish heart, Aiba turned around and looked at Sakurai when he crossed his arms over his chest and wanted an explanation right there and then, “What is it?!” he jerked his voice directly towards Sakurai. Miyoko backed away when she looked at those two were in a serious argument. Sakurai inhaled a deep breath before he proceed with what he wanted to tell Aiba.
            “She saw Ninomiya earlier and he had left this place awhile ago!” Sakurai said to Aiba directly. Sakurai felt his heart beat increased as Aiba himself wasn’t at his ease any longer. He widens his eyes, “He left?!” he asked Sakuraia s he was startled with what he had heard from him. Aiba felt his heart was relentless at that time as he doesn’t know what he should be doing anymore. He has to find Ninomiya before anything serious would happen to him. Aiba went close to Sakurai and looked at him straight at his face, “We got to find Ninomiya and we got to find him right now!” Aiba said to Sakurai.
            Sakurai nodded his head, when he get back to the real life world once again. He doesn’t want anything bad to happen to Ninomiya and he doesn’t want history to repeat itself anymore. He doesn’t want it to happen once again. Sakurai looked at Miyoko, “We will find him, I promise you,” he said to Miyoko as he felt Aiba grabbed his hand and pulled him out from there. Miyoko nodded her head as she sealed her eyes shut, “I hope so you will,” she said in her heart as he looked at the two of them walked away from there…

**

            Aiba was rushing towards Sakurai’s car that was at the other side of the mall. Sakurai looked at Aiba who wasn’t at his ease at all, even he couldn’t keep up with Aiba anymore. He tries to reach for Aiba, but it seems like Aiba was further from his reach. “Hey! Aiba! Wait up!” Sakurai called for Aiba, as Aiba only turned around to look at Sakurai, “Come, Sakurai! I had a feeling that all of this is going to be too late!” Aiba said to Sakurai. Sakurai nodded his head when he kwhat was actually going on. He knew that he couldn’t find where Ninomiya would be but he was sure that the head and the end are almost at their end of line at that time. Sakurai tries to avoid himself from thinking about it at all, as suddenly he felt that he couldn’t be breathing anymore for some time… “Argh!” Sakurai suddenly grumbled when suddenly felt a rigid pain strikes through his heart. He felt his heart beat paused at that time ad he couldn’t think about anything else anymore. Aiba turned around when he looked at Sakurai who paused at that time…
            “Aiba…” Sakurai tries to reach out for Aiba as in an instant, Sakurai sealed his eyes shut as he felt his heart was pounding worse than it was before.. The temperature that he felt in himself began to entangled  into a tight knot. Sakurai felt that he couldn’t be breathing anymore. “Sakurai!” he called for Sakurai that seems to be unsteady anymore. Aiba ran in a strong force towards Saurai that seems to be trembling down and before he could even though the ground, Aiba manage to hold him in his arms and he lifted Sakurai up with all of his might towards his car that isn’t that far away from there.
            Aiba felt Sakurai’s heart beat was palpitating rapidly as he was holding Sakurai on his shoulder, Aiba sealed his eyes shut, “Hang in there, Sakurai…” he said silently. Sakurai only nodded his head as he could not do anything else anymore. Sakurai sealed his eyes shut and he saw the image of that old man suddenly appeared in front of his face… He was smiling towards Sakurai’s direction, and he knew that his shadow it was only him that could see it clearly. Sakurai inhaled a deep breath, “What do you want from me…” Sakurai asked the old man that was looking at him… but he only smile to Sakurai in return…
            “Make mistake…” the old man said, but Sakurai inhaled a deep breath, “And pay the price…” he finished the sentence…The old man looked at Sakurai when suddenly his laughter conquer the whole universise. Aiba felt suddenly Sakurai was struggling to break free, Aiba stood in front of Sakura’s car and put him down next to it as he pushed Sakurai to his car, “Are you okay, Sakurai?!” he asked Sakurai as he was worried with that man. The sweat that has fallen from his face were too much on a cold night like that. Aiba furrowed his eyebrow when he doesn’t want to think about it too much anymore. Aiba inhaled a deep breath, “Just hang in there, Sakurai…” he said to Sakurai. He reached in Sakurai’s front pocket for his car key, and he took it out from there. Aiba felt Sakurai’s cold body temperature was frozen towards Aiba who just got inside the driver’s seat on the other siden him right there… Aiba had a gulp before he unlocks the door of his car.
            “Don’t worry, you will be okay, Sakurai. You will be alright,” he said to Sakurai as he closed the door on Sakurai side. What Sakurai see was only nothing anymore as he felt what has happened previously in his life suddenly came forth once again. He doesn’t know why all of this has to happen again; he turned his gaze towards Aiba that was worried about him also. “What is wrong Sakurai!” he asked Sakurai as he was worried sick about him. He knew that in his mind he was thinking too much about Ninomiya but if something bad would happen to Sakurai too, could he even manage to handle all of it at the same time. Aiba sealed his eyes shut when suddenly the dream he had of Ninomiya when he just reached from Okinawa before came back in his mind. He looked at how Ninomiya was struggling for his life and right now Sakurai is like this… Aiba gritted his teeth against each other, ‘I have to keep calm in facing all of this…’ he said in his heart.
            Suddenly, as his thought were drifting away towards the solemn path that he could see, he felt Sakurai abruptly grabbed his hand that was resting on the gear of the car that he just turned the engine on a while ago. Aiba looked at Sakurai who was looking straight at his directions. Sakurai was gasping for some air and Aiba felt his heart palpitating rapidly at that time. Aiba widens his eyes when he looked at Sakurai’s direction.
            “What is it?!” he asked Sakurai. Sakurai couldn’t be breathing anymore but he was forcing himself to talk so that Aiba would understand what he wanted Aiba to do. He knows that right now, it is not only about a life of one man, it could be even more than one. Aiba winced slightly when he felt Sakurai gripped on his fist harder, he looked at Sakurai seriously, “Tell me, Sakurai! Tell me!” Aiba said as he could felt the anxious that  Sakurai was feeling in his heart.
            “Go on that road, Aiba… This isn’t only about Ninomiya anymore… This isn’t only about him…” he said to Aiba as he was pointing towards the road right in front of them. Aiba looked at that direction when he sees that it seems like it was a busy road. Aiba looked at Sakurai, “But that isn’t the fastest way if you want to go to Matsumoto’s house!” Aiba said to Sakurai, bur Sakurai widens his eyes and looked at Aiba, “Just go that way!” he said to Aiba, forcing him to follow with what he just said to him…
            Aiba felt persistent at that time, but he only nodded head when he puts in the gear of the car of Sakurai’s car that he was driving and only nodded his head, “Okay, okay, I will take that road…” he said to Sakurai, before he pressed on the paddle and reversed out from the parking lot. Aiba turned around to make sure that he didn’t make anyway towards any car that would be coming on that direction too. He changed his gear towards the redular driving nmove and made his way forwards and towards the massive traffic jam at the other side. He knew that he has to make a long way for a u turn to get back on the track that Sakurai had asked him to get too. He looked at his side and saw Sakurai was trying to calm himself down, but he knew that there is something that was disturbing his mind. He knew that Sakurai isn’t the type of somebody that would get lost while he was doing his toughing daily job, but this is not Sakurai that he knew anymore…
            Aiba touched on Sakurai’s thigh, “We will get there in time… Trust me,” he said as he drove away from there.

**

            Matsumoto tries to pulled the person that lay down in front of his car, “Argh! Why are you heavy for a small person!” he grumbled as he was forcing himself to pulled him up. Matsumoto heard that he was chanting on something over and over again… He tries to listen to what it was, but he couldn’t manage to catch what he just said repeatedly. His eyes were sealed closed as Matsumoto notice that he wasn’t looking at anywhere else anymore. Matsumoto furrowed his eyebrow as with all of might, he manage to lift that man up and put him at the side of the road, at least further from the busy road beside him.
            Matsumoto looked clear into his clean face, and he touched the man’s skin against his palm and felt like it was rigid cold, “Argh!” Matsumoto grumbled as he felt like his hand was about to freeze into ice as he was holding him. Matsumoto looked at him for such a long time as his mind started to played around with his heart… ‘Was he the cause for all of this?’ he asked hin his heart as he was doubtful with what he should be doing… Matsumoto gritted his teeth against each other. His heart was twisted with what he should be doing or what he should not be doing… Matsumoto inhaled a deep breath as suddenly his thought went somewhere else apart from asking how he was doing…
            He knew that he isn’t really the greatest person ever lived in this world but… he opened his eyes once again when suddenly whatever that was surround him turned to the darkest night. He felt the cold wind suddenly blew against his skin rapidly, he looked at his side when he saw that there wasn’t anything there at that time… but suddenly he heard the sound of footsteps were walking towards his direction. He turned around when he saw there isn’t anybody else close to him anymore… and the shadow that he had seen before in his dream appeared right next to him in a very short time…
            Matsumoto felt his heart jolt as suddenly he fell down on the ground since he was startled to see him there. “Isn’t this what you have been wanting in your mind?” the old man asked him statically.... Matsumoto doesn’t understand he had said to him, he raised his eyebrow with too much enquiries in his mind, “What are you saying?!” he asked the old man as he tries to pushed himself up from sitting down on the cold ground, but somehow he felt the ice melted when it touched his skin.
            The old man smiled to him drastically, “I thought you wanted to end his life for all of this to end…” he said to matsumoto statically. Matsumoto raised his eyebrow when he wondered how did this old man knows what was playing in his mind. Ninomiya shakes his head from side to side, “What are you saying?!” he asked the old man who was holding the man that has fallen down on the ground in his hand. It seems like he lifted him so easy and it seems like it took Matsumoto forever to even take him there. Matsumoto felt his heart was raging with fear and too much question at that time.
            “What do you want from me?!” he asked the old man, but the old man was moving closer with the man that was semi conscious in his arms. Matsumoto turned his gaze towards that man that was held close. He knew that he barely know who this guy was but what was his sin to him until he wanted to end his life that night? The old man smiled to him slyly when he heard Ninomiya was still chanting continuously, “Make mistake, pay the price…” he said alone. Matsumoto looked at Ninomiya’s condition at that time… How he felt his heart and mind were dueling with each other…
            Matsumoto knew that he wanted to end whatever that was happening to his life, but was this the right way of doing it?... he asked himself when he shakes his head from side to side… “No…” he said, but he could felt that he was gripping his fist and he knew he wanted to punch Ninomiya directly in his face and cause him to bleed to death.
            The laughter of that old man conquer the whole silent night once again as he only gave Matsumoto a smile, “With the heat of fire you have burning in your heart… don’t you  think that you can melt this frozen cold ice?” he asked Matsumoto with a sly smile on his face… “And let him emerge in your body and make him forever yours?” he asked Matsumoto. Matsumoto furrowed his eyebrow as he doesn’t understand what that old man had just said to him. The old man pushed Ninomiya that was helpless that time and he fell directly on Matsumoto. Matsumoto grumbled, “Take his life away, and be one…” he said to Matsumoto once again, but Matsumoto only pushed Ninomiya to the side, “Why!” he asked the old man, when at the same time he heard the sound of a car that stopped close to where the three of them were. Matsumoto looked to the side when the sound of two person was rushing to their way but been pushed away by the force of that old man that was standing in the middle of the four of them.
            “Stop doing all of this!” Matsumoto heard the sound of a man that has fallen down on the ground…. Before he collapse right there and then. The old man turned around and looked at Sakurai with a cunning smile across his name, “I never thought that I would see you once again, Sakurai…” he said to Sakurai as a friendly greeting. Sakurai furrowed his eyebrow, and he was holding Aiba that wanted to go to the other side to save Ninomiya. He looked at Aiba, “Don’t do it right now…” he said as he was forcing himself up. Sakurai knew that that man’s strength was much more than him, but he has to face all of this at once.
           Sakurai stood up straight when the old man was impressed with what Sakuraiw as doing right in front of him, he ran towards that old man’s direction and grabbed him on his shoulder and made the old man to look at him directly into his face. Their eyes met and he could feel the fire and ice were mending with each other in that old man’s heart. The 0old man grabbed on Sakurai’s hand and made Aiba startled to see what was going on.
            “Why is your heart still full of hate and grief, Ohno Satoshi! Stop all of this!” Sakurai demanded as he felt the grief of the past time that suddenly came back in his mind once again.